it's life,the scarrifying roller coaster ride .

hellohello ,

ive never tried blogging but it seems that i do not have anything to do this school break and since i am grounded anyway , i cnt go out nor socialize HAHA . pity,pity, me . okay so id like to hold the privilage of storying wht happened ydaay (: okay so i went to pray , as usual .(although i dnt really pray . not at all actly -.-) but then aina and i were forced to go there . i knw ,pfffffttthhh . but dah start pray dah tau (: im proud of me hihi . okizaay then after tht Mommy dearest sent me to sarah's . well , to practice for the 29th . i noticed that she was rather heavy-hearted to send me there . haha she says i waste my time on dancing and all . i cnt help it , please dnt ask me why . okay anyway when dah sampai , i went inside (tudung still on -.- )barged masuk sarah's zoo/room , then all of em were there already . i was quite shocked laa , to see they werent dancing and instead just sitting arnd . then D suruh tukar bju cause nak pergi OU . ;O then okay , tukar bju then laalalaa pggl cab then KABOSHH sampai OU (: then came another surprise where they werent planning to go hme but nak pergi rumah arra . haiiihh okay then cll la MA , she was screaming on the phone saying i shouldnt do this and that and ifeltears running down . i mean ,we were JUST going to arra's not to drink ke , smoke ke . eeeesh paranooooid . GRRRH okay so then terpaksa pergi arra's to celebrate ummi's bday (: then after makan we all went inside arra's room la kan ,

then mmg sumpah TAKBOLEHBLA okay they tunjuk tht video ;O gersaaaaang okaay ? no im serious . parents dia ganaas doh (8 but anywaayy after tht MA called again , saying where was i and blabla kena marah lagi ;( then she said she was picking me up . i texted her and told her worst cmes worst tido je rumah sarahD if susah nak cri rumah . then shes like NO hanis .then she passed the phone to Ayah then im like whyyy ? ;( with shaky yet crying-ish voice .then he said im a liar and all . i wasnt lying at all okay it wasnt even my fault . HAIH im NOT THE ONE WHOS A LIAR HERE SO DNT YOU DARE TELL ME TO BE TRUTHFUL WHEN YOUVE BEEN LYING TO ME since god knws when . i wish i cld soo tell him thattt -.- haih then bila dah masuk the car , MA started again . and ths time i cldnt just sit there be quiet without defending myself which i rarely do . then i ckp la , i didnt plan to go to arra's place we got hungry , MA . again, the non stop salty, painful unbearable sore,sore pipe goes on (SAYA MENANGIS to be certain ). then shes like you better not cry infront of ayah . he'll go all whack . shes right . i was tortured . defenseless . lost . bitter . and the painful part was when i knew i had no one to bck me up . and ohyes, GROUNDED . for smthng i barely done -.- so , for those who has parents like mine , do note that you have NO RIGHT WHATSOEVER to defend yrself whereas you will get yesyes , G word again . so dont . you'll suffer . thanks to nazriel, he cheered me up and called several times this week but most calls tidak dilayan HAHA .

well it made me realise that how down you may be , someone SOMEWHERE will catch you , and smetimes he/she wld be the one you never expected . smetimes the closest one dnt even notice youre that depressed . and it has came to my conclusion that there are 6 billion souls in the world but smetimes all you need is one .